mirror mirror on the wall, who's the greatest of them all?
Apr. 14th, 2008 | 12:12 pm
mood: flirty
music: the black lips
i love how things are so easy right now.
and how i just really don't care about much apart from the people who count and college.
things are just good and i laaaavvvv it!
so much stuff lined up, including mongoloids and trash talk! which our promos things putting on so i hope that goes well. and lannnddaaaan and belgium if i decide to go, but due to people just annoying me over it i think i might just go to leeds instead? i dont know. just dont wanna have to even put up with some people, im in to have funnnnnnnn!
i'm so bored and i'm out of things to note down at the moment. just that for once i'm not seriously like very very annoyed at someone/something.
can't wait for summer
oh and yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeauuuuuh <333 :D

haha
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You should have asked me for it. How could I say no?
Mar. 20th, 2008 | 10:50 am
mood: cheerful




one thing i hate is this place.
so glad that its the holidays finally and that i dont have to put up with absolute wankers.
selfish arrogant wankers. ahhhh.
cant wait for this weekend, gunna be sooooooo good. or partying with my best friends in and out of hull. awwoooooohh!
roll on june and leaving these dicks behind.
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alls fair in love and war
Mar. 9th, 2008 | 12:55 pm
mood: nostalgic
i can't snap out of this nostalgic mood i keep putting myself in. what i'd give to have last summer back, i'd change so many things, make more effort with people. if i tried i could get the things i want, but by doing that i'd hurt people i care for, fuck up friendships and lose alot more than i'm willing to just to take a chance at things fucking up all over again like they did before, but to be happy? maybe its time to forget the old, get on with the new things and just deal with it. people grow up, people change, life goes on. i just can't help missing people and the way things was. i hate how used i got to people being around and being in my life. and i guess i can't just fully grasp the fact that they're not so much anymore. people say that you should concentrate on the new good things to forget all the past bad things...hard to do when the past bad things where some of the best things i've had in years.
this is making no sense.
too late to go back now without bruising some egos and wrecking the relationships with people around me.
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I've been haunting this apartment at night.
Mar. 5th, 2008 | 12:45 pm
mood: okay
music: sundowner
straightened with paper clips.
And I get nauseous when the light isn't right.
I listen faithfully when they illuminate for me.
I wear your greatness on my spine.
I'd like to steal your words. I'd like to give you mine.
Solitary day. Forgive me for the war I waged.
City of night-Hear my heartbeat.
It echoes through these flooding streets.
We can save ourselves from sinking.
haven't wrote in this for a while.
alots happened but i guess all for the best.
pretty content, i leave for college in something like 8 weeks, really excited about that.
saw sundowner, mingers last show and the living daylights last night which was really nice
i'm gunna be travelling alot in the next few months and seeing alot of bands
looking forward to that, seeing old friends and just starting generally over.
few months and it'll be summer
and in june we've got mongoloids and trash talk playing which is gunna be so good.
currently hooked on these:
postsecrets.com
glad i didn't go.
("i may be dying, but i'm not dead yet"♥)
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It's just what all young lovers do
Jan. 22nd, 2008 | 01:07 pm
mood: cheerful
music: Maccabees
I noticed you
You stood out like a sore thumb
The most
Beautiful sore thumb i'd ever seen
I took you out
And showed you a good time
We danced all night
And I waited till the time was right when
I was almost sick on you
Echo Echo of mine
Do you recall
The night that we first met
And how I burnt your dress
With my cigarette
I don't know why
But I played this game
For you
i'm guessing its just what all young lovers do
You say
That it's never wrong never right
Never wrong never right
Echo Echo of mine
Never wrong never right
Never wrong never right
Never wrong never right
Never wrong never right
Never wrong never right
Never wrong never right
Never wrong never right
Never wrong never right
So echo on
Echo on
Echo on
Echo
It's just what all young lovers do
It's just what all young lovers do
It's just what all young lovers do
It's just what all young lovers do
i can't wait for le weekend!
so much to do, so little time, so it goes as follows;
friday - morning exam, but i leave after at around half 10 for home to get ready!
train to leeds, day in leeds eating and wandering about then blacklisted/shipwreck/deal with it/soul control on the night! after partying and then staying at chris's with everyone for more partying im guessing
saturday- up at like 7am to get ready and make myself look half decent, then getting a train to stoke at 9.40 argg
way too early and despite the fact i'll be looking and feeling like rubbish i'm looking forward to it. see westy and do whatevers cool in stoke, then get a train around 6ish back to manchester, leeds and home. saturday night a calm one in i reckon! and rest on sunday/ reflecting on weekend.
i can't wait to see the durham lot and everyone in leeds..and matt on saturday! gunna be really good i hope, just dredding the hours on trains im gunna have to put up with. well worth it though!
couldnt give a toss to be fair if anyones gunna bitch, as i know one or two will just to try and be a thorn in my arse as per. don't care though, nothing could drag me out of the good mood im in, even if i have to travel everywhere on my own i dont careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

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bury your head, bare your heart!
Jan. 18th, 2008 | 12:44 pm
music: blood red shoes

i absolutely love this article. and that swallow on her neck is actually brilliant.
exams in about 40 mins and im so worried. really not looking forward to this. however, its friday!
and its blacklisted next week which i cant wait for cause i get to party with out of town friends! north and souffff.
ace :)
i like how calm things have generally been lately but i dont like how some people try to kick up a fuss when its not needed. people like that need a good hard punch!!!
i can't help but have this feeling that things are maybe coming to a close soon, not saying i want it to but things havent exactly been straight forward...which i find i complete joke. i shouldnt have to be the only one in this, making the effort and acting like i actually want to make things work. bah.

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If we can survive this mine field its certainly the real deal
Jan. 16th, 2008 | 12:47 pm
mood: busy
music: Blood Red Shoes- You Bring Me Down
Finally put some more pictures up.
Can't wait to get my new camera sweeeeeet !
I really wanna do something new, i have way too much spare time that i should waste revising, but theres only so many hours a week i can handle revising!
House free for this week - boring but i like how quiet it is.
Got a&c over tonight after getting more cash, I like not having to stress about having money, but after my birthday i think its time i get a job...
Anyway, next weekends going to be fantastic, and next month. dates as follows...
Dates coming up:
leeds or stoke this weekend?
blacklisted, soul control and shipwreck- leeds UK friday 25th Jan.
fucked up- feb sheffield
dead swans- feb lincolnshire
burlesque show- feb hull
See everyone there!
I wish i was a singer in a band like blood red shoes. That'd be ace, just thinking about it now for some reason that it'd be fun! haha
Cant wait for him to come backkkkkkkkkkk. xo
i dunno why
i can't function
in this dead end
impossible
i don't know why
it's not that i,
that i don't try,
it's not easy.
i dunno why
i can't function
in this dead end
impossible
i don't know why
it's not that i,
that i don't try,
it's not easy.
bury your head, bare your heart,
but i can't i can't i can't i can't.
bury your head, bare your heart,
but i can't i can't i can't i can't.
nothing can't stop this creeping fear.
i can't i can't i can't i can't
nothing can't stop this creeping fear.
i can't i can't i can't
i'm leaving.
bury your head, bare your heart,
but i can't i can't i can't i can't.
bury your head, bare your heart,
but i can't i can't i can't i can't.
nothing can't stop this creeping fear.
can't i can't i can't i can't
nothing can't stop this creeping fear.
can't i can't i can't
i'm leaving.
i'm leaving, i'm leaving, i'm leaving, i'm leaving, i'm leaving, i'm leaving
i'm leaving, i'm leaving
bury your head, bare your heart,
but i can't i can't i can't i can't.
bury your head, bare your heart,
but i can't i can't i can't i can't.
nothing can't stop this creeping fear.
can't i can't i can't i can't
nothing can't stop this creeping fear.
i can't i can't i can't
i'm leaving.
i'm leaving, i'm leaving, i'm leaving, i'm leaving, i'm leaving, i'm leaving
i'm leaving, i'm leaving
